Sunday, December 9, 2012

mostly my doodle that rushed

you found me! 

because tomorrow is final exam //sniff i'm on hiatus for 4 days
so please enjoy my doodle before  i'm gone :'D
lolz, my cover design for project after field trip is really quick art and only use gradient tool for color *except the BG*





danshi koukousei no nichijou, currently my favorite comedy anime on 2012, with 3 silly high school boys, hidenori tabata, tanaka yoshitake and tadakuni (poor tadakuni, he's the main chara but even the director didn't know his surname) i made this one with paint, which always make pixelated area, the reason why i didn't give gradien for skin, coz i can't found the right color for it orz


i don't make this! the sketch was made by callisthaop4ever on DA, she's my online buddy
she asked me to color her sketch, and nalu shippers, (is her no 1 ship, i'm listed nalu on... 6 or 7 maybe? and the no 1 still feldtsuna <= hardship) i finished it on 12 am on 1 nov = = so damn tired
but after draw this, i want to watch FT movie badly! ASSSGFHFJDDFKL


crossover! yeaaah, the sketchwas made on indonesian class, so no wonder it has many stripes behind it
i'm not really satisfy with this artwork, although it has many color, the only thing that have best shading is haro
others? naaah, still must improving


kanade tachibana from angel beats
sketch was requested by my friend, and in the night before i gave this to her, i scan it,
i forced my self to color it, and 1 month later, i've done this~~
sorry for bad shading, i'm still working on that ;3;


makorra art lolololo (zoom for see it clearly) my otp from legend of korra
finally i can make something that not have NSFW thing from them X3 made on paint , time: 1 day <= yes i'm such a lazy asshole
for you who dunno alayers, is mean people who acted plebeian and excessive

evangelion 3.33!! premiere!! on 17-11-2012!! after 7 month waiting huwargh!!
i'm not sure about asuka helmet color, i only see the design that i gained dfrom google
mari plugsuit just... HAZ BAD SHADING
i'm really sorry i didn't make it great huwaaaa
at least kaworu have the best shading :3
rei and shinji is the easiest to color (but rei hair just...)
the BG is total fail, is my first time drawing space theme hkz
 
moar crossover uargh, sketched only with pen, so i need to tidy it on PS
cool BG? is using texture HAHAHA no wonder it looks sparkle
i'm still didn't satisfy with this drawing, i need to be improve, more, because
i almost 14, and i need to open commission, quickly, how i can open commission
is my art still didn't neat?
kio and nishijima almost have same hairstyle, so i mixed them together~

JAAAACK FROSSST ICH LIEBE DICHHH
you're the reason i want to watch ROTG YA KNOW??
okay *cough* enough for fangirling mode
i made this one with mixed mediaa, photoshop and paintt
jack feet is the hardest part to draw, asdfghklhjl
and his wand, it didn' looks like wood ;A; aargghhh
i really wish i could have talent like milady666 or zippi44 who can draw like the real one
idk if the snow looks like snow coz i only use different brushes and filter, ahahhaha
but actually , ROTG already 2 weeks on theater but i haven't watch it until now...
AAARGGHHHH EXAMM WHY U DIDN'T START EARLY SO I CAN WATCH RISE OF THE GUARDIAN?!?!

and actually my deviantart is miserable of pageviews and watchers ;w;
so if you're a kind people, can you give my DA a watch, fav and kind comment
i'l watch you back if you give a comment ;w;
Thank you ;w;
and wish me luck for exam!
now i need to continue my study ;A: 

Saturday, December 8, 2012

december is full of problem

ASDFGHJKL IS ALREADY DECEMBER UARGH
TIMES Y U SO PASS QUICKLY?!?

so i've listed the most interfere problem on december
iest really many, and annoying

now we already on days 8 of december, is still morning though, and i can't count all of my problem clearly
so, lets started with the first problem and scroll down to see more

is 1 december ....

1 weeks ago, after the course, i went to my friends house, we played laptop, take a picture with tablet (er... that's not my idea, .w.) and sees hotel 626... that game was the most scariest game online! why it cannot be accessed again??

then i rushed to  go home, cause i must go to recitation on 4 o'clock, and is already a half past 3!
i packed my messy stuff, take my poor arabic homework and physics homework, and wears shoes.
i just already want to step home, but my friends keep yelling: "wait for me! if don't you're not my friend!"
azzz... she treat me, but i waited them not because being threaten, but because i don't wanna get lost because don''t know where's angkot that pass the station ^^;

then after that awkward moment of waiting, we walked to the front of alley, but they're turn left to the fast food restaurant!!! =A=
they're sit quietly and said: "calm down, and sit over here"
y u say calm?? is 5 minutes to 4 o' clock!! how i can be calm?!?!?!
"i.. just want  to order pudding"
and the  moment of waitress check our order, is really wasted a loong time

then the pudding was served, okay is my friend order, not mine that wrapped, i'm afraid the waiter think i want to eat the pudding after they're done eating
aaaargh, why is really needs long time to waait

then i tell the waiter, the wrapped food just about to be take. because i've a friend that can't go home by herself alone, she afraid to get lost (like me?)

and finally, is SERVED! yush! i excused my 2 others friend that eats on the restaurant becuz i wanna go home. then finally i can go out from there~

but the problem haven't done, i must wait the road until deserted from vehicle so i can cross it
is super long time to wait! then i just getting reckless, and running to the middle of the road, then is going to quiet, i just need 1 step to go ...
GUBRAAAK

i'm adversely = =
in front of  mothers and his child
when i tried to stand up, my knee is feels hurt
and my trousers is grazed , idk how many people that staring over m,e , all the things that i want is go home
then i stopped the angkot with my friend. aaand all the people on angkot stared at my grazed trousers on knee
"you've fell miss?"
"he-eh"
aaaargh how embarrassing someone on angkot just asked thaats, orz

okay, now is feel throbbed. i check it *look through the trousers*
uh-oh it almost have same location of my old wound

i got that old wound.. i think on september, and ithazembarrasingstoryargh
so i just want to exit my pickup car, but idk maybe because i'm sleepy or slipped, suddenly i fell with knee landed first
aaand the friction between ground with my trousers makes my knee felt hurt
i tried to stand up . and i heard someone giggled
that's my pickup car friends, she laughed how funny the way i'm fall!

i put my face like forced to smile but i just felt punch that person

seriously? Y U LAUGHED AT SOMEONE THAT FELL AND INSTEAD OF HELPED Y U ONLY LAUGHED THEN WALKED THROUGH MEH?!
and after that i get epithet : the most often fall
i don't know i must feel happy or annoyed... after sees everyone congrats me gained that name ._.

and until know, the wound that i get on september is left scar on upper knee, and my new wound is below it
whenever i rukuk, it feels hurt, and because of it i can't bend my right knee, this make my sholat movement weird, 1 knee bended, the other one is straight
i hope this wound is recover quickly =A=

 pickup carmy school is not only has middle school ,it also has kindergarten and elementary school, luckily kindergarten has came home schedule quicker than middle school and elementary school, so it didn't have to mixed when go to school and go home :3
for clarify, here's the friend beside meh

oh okay, i always fell asleep when go to school the atmosphere over there just too damn cool! although i tried to fight it
& most of my friend bring cellphone to school, they played it on pickup car, then turnoff it when arrived at school, theeen turn on it when bell sign of school end ringed they have blackberry, iphone and can played twitter, whatsapp and update status everywhere
not like me that only have nokiah handphone of million people T3T
know what? i only have number of my girl that's a girl, and don't have a phone number of my friend who was a boy!!! #proud

they know i always sleep, so they always  glance at me and keep an eye on me until i'm awake
my junior, senior, and sometime the driver

the most thing i worried about them is CAMERA
all cellphone that they bring has CAMERA
and do you know what CAMERA can do?
they can RECORD something

they can TAKE A PICTURE wherever they want
can you guess what they've done to me?
fail comic =3=
that's annoying, bleeugrh
actually thhings that happen not excessive like that
i didn't do the last panel, they get my sleepy picture, argh

AND THEY GIVE THE PICTURE TO MY FRIEND AND POST IT ON TWITTER!
AND GIVE DESCRIPTION: HAHAH SHE ASLEEP ON CAR
DO THEY KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL SEE THE PICTURE AND GIGGLED OR MAYBE SAVE IT TO THEIR PC?!?!?

dude, seriously, i'm ANNOYED WITH YOUR BEHAVIOR

and nobodydefendmeonpickupcar
although i have a acquaintance seniors who was kind , cannot against them
and why must me? what they'll get by bullying people pfft, lame


maybe because i always fell asleep when go to school, my junior sometimes teasing me but i always win! nyahhahahbut now i can't talk to them nicely, ck kids you just a kid, don't be to bad to your senior
but my senior (that i've mention WAS KIND) can talk to them like a friend, and know what .they're also reluctant to her!!!

like yesterday, i was sit on my chair in pickup car, wait all people get in. and i've my kind senior beside me
she talked with me a bit, until the elementary school gang enter the car (only 4 though, but they're enough to make car noisy like there's 10 people in it) who're my junior

nee... there's one person just say his name is furqi, he's on 3rd grade , and my senior mention he's really kind with her, but i'm not sure, maybe i should build a conversation with him ??

now she talked with furqi, which was very nice to heard, like big sister with her little brother ._.
and once more, just say his name is Arfi , he tried to join their conversation with them

le senior: hey, 9th grade lesson are so hard
le furqi: really? can i take a look?
le senior : *pass science book to furqi*
le furqi: *read* eeh??? why science has counting problem??
le arfi: where!! let me see! *seize the book that furqi hold*
le me: *inner* kids, you're so innocence, you haven't see the truth of science that looks easy when you're on elementary....

le arfi: *being smartass* this is easy!!!!
le senior: you sure??? then answer this question!
le arfi: *read* *face changed* ugh, i'm surrender .3.
le furqi: AHAHAHA! you're such a smartass!

i don't know, why i felt uncomfortable when seeing them talked happily while i only drink ice tea which i bought on canteen okay, stop advertisingsuddenly fitrah again, just call him(?) came and ruined le warm moment, and challenge them to arm wrestling
as expected furqi choose the senior for opponent, and arfi arm wrestled with fitrah
i only watched them how sad

then because my senior is feel pity with furqi, she yield by decreasing her power, but eventually, she still win, tried to prove that furqi is kind, i want to arm wrestling with him, but what i get?

le fitrah: now, with left hand! try!
le me: *directing hand to furqi sign of challenged him to arm wrestling*
le Furqi:


 
le me: *inner* WTH

oh, i need a correction for my senior word, HE ONLY BE KIND WITH HER, NOT WITH ANYONE OKAY NUFF SAID
but i need to prejudice good,  maybe he's ignoring me because he's tired after wrestled with my senior, but it was his right arrm, not left!
at least i do arm wrestling, but with fitrah, yeah he do a bit cheating though = =

and not as usually now my senior do the conversation!!! with THE JUNIOR! normally she only quiet and texting
and the most annoying, after all junior arrived at their home, and now just furqi, i and my senior on middle part of car

she tell about her friends, her hobby, her idols, her..her.. EVERYTHING with him (that she never tell when she talked with me)
okay, i'm not really close with that senior butwhyshecaneasilytellthatthingthatusuallyheardedbymiddleschoolpeople?!?!

okay, i'm jealous, no, i'm not jealous with my senior i'm just jealous by the way she talked with him, he didn't even interrupt her such as whenever i talked to my friend, my friend interrupt me by annoying word like: "oh only like that, already know, O!" or maybe didn't listen  to me

HHHOOOOWWW SHEEE DOOO THAAAATSSSS!??!!?

and why i didn't even allowed to joined their conversation? wut iz my fault ? or maybe is my fault because i'm didn't try to talk to them? yeah i'm afraid they only want to 4 eyes conversation ._.

nuff about my magically pickup car that haz randomly typed person

The classmate

so.. is already 6 month i being 8th grader and none of my blog posting tell about what does my 8th grader classmate so here it go
i don't usually insulting people, but when i do, my friend insult me first

total of 8B people is 26 person, 13 female and 13 male
1 of female is meh
boys are red and girl are blue.. wait isn't the color reversed?

most of my friend who was a girl is directioners, and the otaku on my class only 3 (girl side, idk with boys, none or more? whatever) me, made and athiyyah (best friend on class? idk)
 and actually there's something that bother me in class


betrothing  = =  (lol why the name like one of my fav episode on teen titans? wkwkwk)
start with bottle of yakult

then a project

then trowed each others
fail lol =.=
and.. okay i don't want to say who's betrothed with me by my friends cuz is A BLOG! NOT A DIARY! NO PRIVACY TELLED HERE !! ASDFFHGJHJKL

no, i didn't fell in love with real person right now (current BF now: jack frost & setsuna f seiei ///slap)
yes,  i do fell in love, but with fictional character ///FA detect

i know, most of my friend is dating, texting each others, walked together, and sometimes talked
but i'm not, nyahaha but i don't care, as long as i can has setsuna and jack (?)

i just planned have proposed, then married yeaah so simple life plan 
wait, that's a privacy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but you know my friends just so fussy, they like to talk without thinking!

like sayin' "you're ugly i hate you and etc etc blahblah"
same like what they've said to me
"Y U LIKE HIM!"
"hey it doesn't right to be specious, just say you like him!"

ARGH THAT WORD GET AWAY ARGH
=A=

last thing, now i haven't in love with boy! (later? wkwkkw haha but not now)
so just shut your mouth and stop says i like him! nuff said

and theh last problem, always  haunted me
WHY OTHER PEOPLE HAZ BETTER ART THAN MINE?

i haven't really have a lot improvement since last years, my art still messy , and i don't have enough brave to open commission cuz i have lot of homework and art block

this post is longest post i ever tick, idk? i had confusion? because monday is final test!!!
total random and  absurd

see ya next week, wish me luck for the exam =w=;

Monday, December 3, 2012

my fav pairings + otp


i recommend you to hear this while you read this touching (?) article

eheheh, is me.
ong time didn't have much post eh? so i decided to make a list of my otp, ready? hiiir we gooo!fav pairings so far:
Gruvia

awesome gruvia gif by oinochoe *A*

why i ship them? i don't know, they're cute together. ice + water :3 and i don't know but i think gary was showing a little sign to juvia, like when juvia want to go with him, then suddenly lyon appear, gray and lyon was fight to get juvia XD
and juvia was very confused, then she asked: "gray-sama what did you choose? me or lyon-sama?"
then gray replied: "you didn't really know what is going on right?"
and when they mixed their power (oh good i forget what episode is it = =)and that is just awesome moment between juvigray, mixed their powerr  :iconloveloveplz:
argh, okay i just ship them! nyah
NALUU
if milady666 is graylu godess, zippi44 is nalu godess! XD

i think is like naruto x sakura but on fairy tail, i mean they usually fighting, but sometimes they can talked kindly, yeah (or maybe their pairing name is almost same like luna, (luffy + nami) in onepiece)  but they have more chemistry, beside they're really close each other


Robstar



yuzuru + tenshi

s...so far is cute ;A:
angel beats is anime that have comedy, romance a bit and angst

kira and lacus (lol gif)
idk why the first time i watched seed i liked kira fllay, but after watched the middle of episode, i converted to kiralacus
but i prefer them on seed!
kira still have an emotion, not like on destiny, cold face, and being godess, strike freedom never broken, argh
seed is way better FTW
banaji + odori
why i can't found a gif with them
the shortest gundam series, but the most epic gundam series
with a romance, loll

Jerza (jellal erza)

Tifa + cloud
tifa: i want you :3
cloud: what do you talking about? ._.;
Final fantasy is my first game that had
idk,










shuu + inori


idk, but they make my remember of cc and lelouch, why? because cc is the girl that gived lelouch power, same like inori that let shuu take her void

THE LOLZ ASEMU ARISA 
fram & zeheart


this pairing only have a moment when fram almost dying, then they do (newtype) x-rounder moment
"sorry for makes you join the battle fram"
"i'm glad i can fight with you master zeheart"

okay to be honest i wasn't really sure to see the chemistry between her and zeheart, i mean.. her relationship just like supervisor & surboninates.
but this scene.. idk... just coverted my feelssss
they have a mission to create a better life, by creating eden, but eventually, fram died  ;3;
age couple has a few chemistry, (except flit yurin ;3; and remi obright)
but is has ended tragically
asfghjjkl age y u not make happy couple being together?!?!


allemarie
this scene is happy.. but.. why i felt sad?

Argh, the only canon on 00 that i supporttt (i mean, i love saji louise,kati patrick and lyle anew. but they're not my otp... but i ship them : B ) the way allelujah gets his name just so cute, and they're have 2 different personality. and they're stranded on island, only both
and in the morning, when lyle search them, he found alle with a girl while ki.... (better to not mention X9)
and on movie, they finally a couple!! *spreading a petals of flowers*
but movie story only focusing to setsuna vision, and alien things i hate meena btw = =
the last moment between them just so touching, floating on space in middle of mobile suit and ELS debris, and holding each others, seeing a big giant flower that means ELS readh mutual understanding with human..
i need to see what happen to this couple 50 years later, not just only see setsuna with silver glow visiting an annoying person tch = =

cc+ruru
she wears a clothes, then stop think she's naked pervert! DX

lelouch is a bit.. *cough* playboy, he has kissed 3 girls = =
but the girl that i liked most is CC
beside she has a lot chemistry with lelouch, she's cool!
a witch that gived an ordinary boy a power.... that can ordered people with the eyes
actually i'd like lulukaren too, but not as much as CCruru
but i hate rurushirley, she's annoying and useless just.. NO!
but poor CC, lulu is died :'( now she just like suzaku who lose euphie, *sniff

suzu + euphie :'D


celty + shinra

DRRR straight otp :3
i also like shizaya (which is yao..///slap) but this time i only listed the straight XD
shinra is only person that can understand celty although she lost her head
and she only can talk by ticked a word on her cellphone, that's just sad okay litteraly this pairings means deficiencies of someone didn't makes  an obstacle to do communication :'>
and shinra already know after celty ticked that word, she's crying :)

ehehheheheh~

witch + warlock = <3 br="br">they same more chemistry tha tthe other girl that close to lelouch (but rurukaren is good too x3)
asucaga


idk , this is my otp that last more than 4 years ;D (i like naruhina & sasusaku since 2006, but... i think i don't really obesessed to both again now, but i still ship them)
nagisa and tomoya

yeah more cute and sad couple ;3;
most couple on anime only lead to pseudo love,dating and kisses
but i think, this couple is haz true love :D
by being a boy who had unhappy childhood, and the girl who don't have any friend because she do repetition, they're share a moment and helped each others
and is
that song... idk must felt happy or being sad ;A;


lol if you do like that often, korra will flied XD
mako and korra <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">my legend of korra current otp, <3 br="br" i="i" reason="reason" ship="ship" the="the">the twisted feelings, that changed to someting that... ahahah Xd
i like to search about them, but why most of them was NSFW work ;A; (don't let my mind polluted again!)
to shorten, they're such a grat couple, start from awkward meeting, and then cooperate to rescue bolin, and finally they're liking each others
i'm feel sorry for asami and bolin , but you two didn't need to be sad, you're actually makes a great couple XD
nee.. i'm right? .3.


Kirito & asuna

this scene just too sad ;A;
trapped on games about 2 years, makes them really depressed, but because they're together, they can through all the obstacles (wait, since when i can says this absurd things =A=)
apparently their love just make me being cheesy = =
d..do..don't misunderstand! i ship them, REALLY REALLY SHIP THEM
they have true love, but i only see it on 14 episodes of SAO
the next episode, there's annoying man named sugou nobuyuki, and he said he's asuna fiancee
asuna in coma and still trapped on her nervegear, if he forced to take it off asuna will died
so he continuing play the game that asuna have trapped, alfheim online
but it can logout, so he didn't trapped again :3
idk sao can married, and buy their own home, i felt just like seeing someone play the sims in vitual mmoprg
what they've do on there? ;P ///kicked

too bad her cousin, suguha,  fell in love with kirito, that makes a triangle love of SAO~ a 16 years old gamer, a girl in comma and the little sister, best love triangle ever (?)


1D + kirisuna = PERFECTTTT MATCH NYAHAHAHAHAAA

 feldtsuna (FTW OTP ARGH MAH FEELZ IS GETTING BURST)
currently my first otp, (i can't list them right now, yeah they're look cute on my eyes = =)
she has a really big development on movie, and setsuna still didn't realize it
what makes me converted to don't care about setsunyan lovers, is their hug X3
yeah i know they have a lack of moment, but she almost have a same experience with setsuna
like being orphan, join CB, lost their pioneer, and shared a little moment on season 1, and the flower that she gave, yeah that's mean she really care about him...
i feel sad whenever someone said she gave up her love towards him, it means she already understand that setsuna have bigger destiny that her, so she can only kept him on her heart.
yeaaah iiss sad that innovator didn't realized her feelings, in movie he only think about understand each others :') however, i believe setsu did a little talk to her on ptolemy bridges, but i think mizushima just to lazy to show it = =

this amv.. just ach my feels :') otp ftw thank miraculousaxakari for re uploading X'D

they have a lot better love story than soap opera that always spamming on TV!
and a nice partner!!!
most of my friends already know what does invented feels likes, but i'm not you know why?
coz i rarely talk with boys!! muahahaha! #foreveralonedetected
and i don't want to have a boyfriend, instead eventually we will waste time with pointless thing, i prefer to be single X'D maybe when i already grown up i'll search a partner nyukanyuaknyuak(?)

that's all of my otp & fav pairing listing, there's an unknown reason behind these all why i ship them so hard
but i only tick the most feels when i see them together
the feels just fell above me orz

sorry if this didn't satisfy you!

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